I decided to deactivate my facebook account because I found that I was spending way to much time on it. I was comparing myself to girls that I barely knew and it was just plain unhealthy. For all I know the same people were probably doing it to me and I think that is is selling myself short to see only the positive in others but shine a negative light on character traits in myself. I know I do this a ton and it is something I am working on.
I have had a rough couple of weeks eating wise because I was on vacation and I had a stressful week sorting some stuff out with my job and for school. I hate to admit it, but I am an emotional eater. When I am stressed, I eat and I know I need to find ways to cope with this if I want to stay healthy because I know it is a matter of time before I give myself diabetes or a heart attack. Being that I am only 24 and am a healthy weight, I just want to be back into my skinny pants. plain and simple.
This Aug I am doing Jillian Michael's fitness program Making the Cut. I love Crossfit when it is executed properly (proper mobility work, emphasis on form and not weight) and I personally found that this was not really happening at my box and I was finding that I would go and be flipping sore for a week after. I also cannot afford to keep on going to Crossfit with school coming up and I think it is prudent of me to find a lifestyle that does not bang up my body. I am going to blog about the specifics of this program and talk about my results when it is over (I am not going to let anyone know my current weight because I don't even know it).